Hang in there and enjoy being a general member for a while. You realized the most important thing. The Cam is supposed to be a hobby, something you do for fun. When positions get in the way of that, it's time to leave the position. Some people have a hard time realizing that.

So, take a break for a bit, focus on other interests and go back when it feels right to you. Sounds like you already know all that anyway. :-)