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clndestyn to go shopping with me up at the outlet mall. We both scored some really great finds, and I'm about $200 poorer, but I have two great new pantsuits for work and a couple of serving platters that I really needed. The job situation at this point is just too crazy for words, having had another job offer come out of left field on the same day that I found out I will be offered the position on the NC team. Now I have some serious decisions to make, as the other opportunity would allow me to stay in Atlanta and be a full-time telecommuter as I would be working for a company based in the Midwest. This morning I hit Shoe Carnival and scored 4 more pairs of shoes, so now I really need to go to Target tonight and buy another shoe rack (the other one is full). I'm so random and scattered. Looking forward to Easter dinner tomorrow night with friends. I really need to have a "formal" party soon... regardless of whether or not I may be moving.
This is one of those times where I really miss having a significant other, because I could just use a good log snuggle on the couch and a cry to let out some of the tension that I have pent up. I'm thinking of actively attempting to date again, but I'm not sure what I want, or what the purpose would be. I've been married twice, and had two other very significant relationships in my life, and 100s of casual dates, but I still don't feel like I've found what I'm looking for. 90% of the time, I'm so very happy being single, but it's that other 10% of the time that makes me question whether or not this is really what I want for myself.
Thursday night brings more friends, good food and laughter, the things that I live life for. The other stuff will work it out, I can't beat myself up over it.
Ciao for now.
clndestyn to go shopping with me up at the outlet mall. We both scored some really great finds, and I'm about $200 poorer, but I have two great new pantsuits for work and a couple of serving platters that I really needed. The job situation at this point is just too crazy for words, having had another job offer come out of left field on the same day that I found out I will be offered the position on the NC team. Now I have some serious decisions to make, as the other opportunity would allow me to stay in Atlanta and be a full-time telecommuter as I would be working for a company based in the Midwest. This morning I hit Shoe Carnival and scored 4 more pairs of shoes, so now I really need to go to Target tonight and buy another shoe rack (the other one is full). I'm so random and scattered. Looking forward to Easter dinner tomorrow night with friends. I really need to have a "formal" party soon... regardless of whether or not I may be moving.This is one of those times where I really miss having a significant other, because I could just use a good log snuggle on the couch and a cry to let out some of the tension that I have pent up. I'm thinking of actively attempting to date again, but I'm not sure what I want, or what the purpose would be. I've been married twice, and had two other very significant relationships in my life, and 100s of casual dates, but I still don't feel like I've found what I'm looking for. 90% of the time, I'm so very happy being single, but it's that other 10% of the time that makes me question whether or not this is really what I want for myself.
Thursday night brings more friends, good food and laughter, the things that I live life for. The other stuff will work it out, I can't beat myself up over it.
Ciao for now.
