No words...

You'll probably never read this, but it doesn't really matter. You will never leave my heart, no matter how much time passes. I'm reading Variable Star now, and I know you would approve. I wish we could discuss it, you and I. I wish that I could hear your voice, or feel your touch. But that's too much to hope for.

I hope that some day, I run out of tears. Or maybe not. If I'm still crying that means I still love you. I can't imagine my life without you, yet I seem to manage to continue to live. I don't know whether to wish to hear from you tomorrow or never. As long as I don't hear from you, there is always still a chance it's not over.

I love you. I want you. I need you. Forever.

Ciao for now.