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Now is where I tell you that I feel like every time I try to make a positive change in my life, I get kicked in the teeth.
You see, due to all the medical crap, I am going to have to cancel out my gym membership and my personal trainer for now. According to the doctor, it will be 6-8 weeks (minimum) before I initiate any kind of exercise regimen. By having this go on for so long, the tissues in my leg are severely damaged (no wonder why it's so painful for me to walk, etc.)
The only good thing about this is that I get all the money back that I spent on all the contracts, etc., although I expect the refund process might take a while.
I don't know, this just depresses the hell out of me because I was so "motivated" to make the change. I'm afraid that once I get my 'clean bill of health' that I won't be motivated to make the changes any more. This just sucks.
Well, this has depressed me enough for one day. Ciao for now.
You see, due to all the medical crap, I am going to have to cancel out my gym membership and my personal trainer for now. According to the doctor, it will be 6-8 weeks (minimum) before I initiate any kind of exercise regimen. By having this go on for so long, the tissues in my leg are severely damaged (no wonder why it's so painful for me to walk, etc.)
The only good thing about this is that I get all the money back that I spent on all the contracts, etc., although I expect the refund process might take a while.
I don't know, this just depresses the hell out of me because I was so "motivated" to make the change. I'm afraid that once I get my 'clean bill of health' that I won't be motivated to make the changes any more. This just sucks.
Well, this has depressed me enough for one day. Ciao for now.
