Good friends, good food, good times...

It has been a very good weekend. I wish that I could have approached it in a better mindset. I did find my glasses during my brief respite at home before flying to Orlando, but the work drama has put me in a mood that I can't quite explain.

In two months I will be 45. I think I'm having my mid-life crisis. I am suddenly questioning all the decisions that I have made over the last 10 years. While I was here, the_hueman and I discussed people's fear of success. I know that has been one of my greatest battles. However, when I look at people like Hue, who have dedicated most of their lives to making a difference in this world, I wonder if I followed the right path, or if it is too late to change.

My life simply seems disjointed now, out of balance, and I'm not sure how I can put it right again. Luckily, I'll be spending a few days with Dad this coming week, and that always helps me. While it may not have always been so, I know that I now have his love and support in anything that I choose to do. I'm fairly certain it's time for a change, I'm just not sure what it's going to be at this moment.

Ciao for now.